I need prayers

I was placed on bed rest on sept. 4 .. I can work five hours a day at home- I can't drive. My cervix has been funneling and I've been praying for healing. I'm meeting with both a high risk doctor and my ob gyn. The hr doctor checked me this past Friday and said my cervix is measuring a normal length with a little of funneling- which was a better verdict and I owe that to prayer. I stared taking Crinone progesterone on Friday. Since then, I notice a huge difference in my attitude. Yesterday, I got so mad at my husband I threatened divorce and I went against my doctors wishes and drove to my mothers house. I'm acting out in rage. Please pray for me. I don't know if it's the medicine or what.