Orgasms/ masturbating

So every comment I've seen says things like "you'll know if you have an orgasm" but they can't really explain how it feels.

And sex doesn't feel as "wonderful" as I've been told.

I used to masturbate sometimes with the shower head and it was pretty great.. and My boyfriend can make me squirt with our vibrator or his fingers and it's nice but it doesn't feel the same as with the shower head. It's not as good and I get tired of it pretty quick

Are you sure squirting is the same as having an orgasm?

Cause then I'm confused cause I feel like I orgasm with the shower head but when I squirt it doesn't feel like an orgasm.. it just feels pretty good for a few minutes and then I feel like I pissed myself 😂