I am currently on my third cycle of <a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">fertility treatment</a>. The first cycle was just clomid at its lowest dose and it had no effect on me. My cycle the first time lasted over 90 days. My second cycle they doubled that dose. I seemed to be responsive. I had a follicle grow to 17mm and it was at that time that they gave me a trigger shot. Unfortunately, that cycle didn't take. Now I'm on my third cycle of medicine. It's been a long cycle. I was supposed to take a double dose of clomid again, but I messed up and took one pill. I didn't respond and after a blood test to ensure I wasn't ovulating, same cycle, my doctor put me on a triple dose of clomid. Two weeks after my last pill of clomid I grew to 18mm and received a trigger shot from my doctor. I'm now two days out from when my period is expected to start and the anticipation is killing me. It's been such a long road so far and every time I get the negative test result it is a devastating blow. How do you ladies stay motivated during this difficult time?