2WW is driving me crazy!!

This 2WW is horrible! I'm just 3 DPO almost 4 & I'm already eager to test!! AF is supposed to come the 22-23, praying she don't. We want this baby so bad! But I know it's not gonna happen yet. Probably a few more months. Ughh😒😔 Why can't we be like some who have sex & get pregnant the first time! Anyone else getting close to AF?