After my ex ( the father of my child) refused to get back with me. I moved on.. A day later.

Me and my husband werent together for long before I got pregnant. At first everything was great then he started to get more abusive. He would go from calling me names to generally just emotionally abusing me, manipulating me.. It was all mind games and it started to get physical.

I gave him many chances and he didn't take it seriously so I left while I was pregnant, I didn't let him see the birth and yet I stupidly still love him.

We tried to make it work since the birth of our child and it was good but he called it off over something stupid.

I asked him recently if we could try again because I want to be a family and he said no, he doesn't care for me.

The next day...

So a day later I just do what I think I need to do and talk to another guy instead which deep down I'm not happy about. I want to find someone who respects me and my kid but it just won't happen anytime soon and it's annoying as hell, I feel like I'll be single forever.

It's been years now that I've been single and everytime I tend to post on here all people advice is to "focus on my kid" which I do, all the time...

A woman has needs, I have needs I don't "need" a man but I think its pretty unfair how I've not even had a day to be a family not even a day!!! I havent had any taste of what it's like to be a normal family