Ugh 💔

Okay ladies. I just need advice on how to deal. Maybe I'm just being too sensitive or overreacting. My boyfriend and I have known each other for about nine years now.. At first we were just seeing each other here and there, f buddies if you will. Then in 2014 we actually started dating... By the end of 2015 we were exclusive and committed... I moved in a year later. We have had a lot of ups and downs... While in the beginning of our dating we both did crappy things and I was definitely no angel... There has been infidelity which prompted him to give me his passwords to his phone... As a way to help me feel more secure.

When I first looked in his phone he had TONS of photos of other women... Celebrities, girls on IG, etc... One in particular who he has actually met in person. Now, I know he and his friends have an on going text thread... And guys will be guys and talk about ass and titties.... They text photos of women in their thread and talk about whatever guys talk about. My question for you ladies is this. He knows it bothers me that he had saved photos of these women...especially after going through what we did... So he stopped saving them that I saw... But was still screenshotting and sending them to his friends in their messages.

Well today I saw he screenshotted that same girl... A photo of her in a bikini with her ass to the camera.. But I guess he forgot to delete it. Idk if I'm just being ridiculous... But it does bother me. He's very fit and I used to be but have gained a lot of weight with all the stress over the past few years... He never makes me feel bad about my weight ever... But this girl is really fit... With an ass. He knows stuff like that makes me super insecure considering what we've been through.... I guess he thinks I don't use his passwords anymore? Idk. How would yall deal? I love him and he's a good guy... He has helped me and done more for me than any bf I've ever had... Which is why I stuck around. Any other guy I would've cut off at the ball sack and kept it moving. Advice?