Am I a bad wife?

My husband wants to wait at least two more years before having a child. I am currently on a month without birth control until my new insurance gets sorted out. He is fully aware that we are not protected right now, but still doesn't want to use any contraceptives. Although I know this month is my only chance, I am really hoping I get pregnant. I agree with my husband that it would be better to wait, but I have never wanted anything more in my life than a child. Am I a terrible wife for hoping and praying that we make a baby, even though my husband isn't on board? I am not lying or trying to con him into parenthood, he knows that he has been making risky choices.