I am struggling today.. my period is 2 weeks late again (ever since we decided to start ttc a year ago my periods have went crazy even though I have been regular my whole life) so I took (another) pregnancy test. As the dye started going up the test (.88 cheaply) I saw a glimmer of hope as I thought the dye line was stopping at the T line... I started shaking and almost in tears but as usual just seconds later the dye kept moving to once again let me know I’m still not pregnant. 😔 we are set with a ttc gyno appt in a month but I was just hoping that maybe just MAYBE we could do it on our own. I have a heavy heart tonight and just needed to let a little weight go.