hey ladies so just like the title says i feel like i’m falling out of love. my so has a history of drug abuse and recently gave up any pills, acid, etc but completely switched it to alcohol. he drinks 2-3 nights a week and when he does he’ll drink excessively. i’m talking about drinking a handle of vodka or a whole 12 pack to his face. when he’s drunk he disrespects the FUCK out of me. he just now called me his maid and told me to make him food before he freaks out. he also called me a selfish self centered cunt and how i don’t drive him anywhere. mind you i’m the only with a car and a license. and just earlier i drove him to a whole town over just to get him a tin. it hurts me so bad because when hes sober he’s ok and i try talking about what he does when hes drunk and he just laughs in my face. he doesnt recall anything that he does. i tried contacting his mom to let her know what’s going on and when she questioned him all she asked is are you okay? and he said ya he’s fine. everyone treats him like jesus himself just because he stopped being a drug addict. like he’s just an abusive alcoholic now !! my heart is broken. i feel like i’m dating two different people. i love the man he is when he’s sober but when he’s drunk i cant even stand to talk to him. please ladies help me😢

edit: just knocked over all of my LIT candles and now i have to get wax off of carpet, hardwood floors, and a night table. if anyone knows how to get candle wax fond of those surfaces pls lmk