I’m 40 weeks and 2 days and I’m honestly going through it emotionally. I haven’t had a night’s sleep since I was 38 weeks and today around 1am I just broke down crying. I feel angry and find myself questioning everything. I questioned if I’m going to end up having a C-section because clearly this pregnancy has gone the opposite of how I expected so far. Then I’m crying and begging God to have my water break today (I know I sound crazy). I really don’t want to be pregnant for another day I’m not enjoying it anymore and I’m beginning to feel depressed. My doctor has refused to induce me when I was 39 weeks and I feel like she’s not going to if I ask now.

I’ve also read the certain complications that can come when going past your due date which are: having a stillbirth, cesarean, and fetal distress. I feel like I’m being over dramatic and impatient but I just can’t shake my mood swings. What should I do?