Earlier in my pregnancy me and my boyfriend were having issues. We fixed things because we’re having a baby and I’m already an emotional person as it is and i know i jump to conclusions.

So I’ve been living with my mom while we are in search for a apartment. And it’s been nothing but hell. When i told her i was pregnant she was happy then turned around and was a total ass to me. Saying things that all I’m good for is to lay on my back. I don’t care about my son that’s why i got pregnant again. That I’m a thief and that I’m robbing her peace and all this other shit. Then will turn around and be like oh i want to do this for your baby shower and it’s gotten to the point where i don’t want a baby shower because she is so bipolar with this all.

So last night she was in a mood and went off on me and said that she was going to try to get custody of my son because she doesn’t trust my judgement and that my boyfriend is going to moleste my son and that he’s going to beat me. And that maybe i should get “my ass beat” because I’m a horrible person.

Needless to say i am trying to enjoy moments with my baby girl and my son and she’s making it impossible.

We’re trying to get a place soon because i physically can’t take it anymore. I don’t know what to do. Cause all i do is cry. And i know it’s not healthy for my baby or my son.

I’m so over it. I don’t know. I just don’t know how to please her.