But since my traumatic birth via induction/emergency csection I can’t deal with the thought of having another child, ever really. The emotions of how hard the birth of my first child are still so raw and intimidating (I cry just remotely thinking about it) that it has honestly cross my mind that we are going to be a one-child household. I love my child and would do it again in a heartbeat to have him, but God knows if I will ever develop the strength to go through that again.