Help me

- [ ] I was hanging out with my crush and his friend on this couch in the cannabis lounge I used to work for.. my crush was drinking beer with his friend and playing music on YouTube.. the time passes and we are all trying to “rap battle each other “ 😅 my crush left to get more vodka and me and his friend were still trying to rap battle each other. At this point I was feeling tipsy .. we finished the vodka and left the cannabis lounge and all decided that we would continue drinking at my crushes house so we were on our way to pick up another bottle of vodka but in Canada you can’t go into a liquor store more than two times so we went to another liquor store and me my crush’s friend sat outside and I was telling him how much I liked him and how weird it felt to be hanging out with them. Anyway 5 minutes go by and all this action happens! My crush is pinned down to the sidewalk by five guys me and his friend run to the scene confused about the situation.. I guess my crush punched the manager.. the police picked him up and brought him to the drunk tank 🤦🏽‍♀️ I was still hanging out with his friend and we ended up going to another liquor store to pick up a bottle of vodka. We walked to this beach and talked for a few hours. I ended up going down on his friend. I remember not wanting to go down on him that whole situation sucked the next day my crush was let go from the drunk tank. I went to go meet up with him and some mutual friends and his friend. Me and his friend didn’t really talk that much. My crush knew something was up and kept asking what happened when he was in the tank 🤦🏽‍♀️ I didn’t really give him an answer. after 3 days of holding that secret he phoned me and asked if it happened and all I said was “ yes “ he hung up the phone and sent me texts on how he wished we didn’t hang out for the 3 days. Honestly I’m just confused about it all because me and him were not in a relationship at the time. He would literally hit on girls in front of me so I just thought maybe it wouldn’t be serious it would just be some fling. I mean I feel bad about the whole situation. Blaaah k that’s all sorry