Baby fever

Samantha • 20 years old! 2 years in love and ready to hear a little voice call me mommy ♡
Me and my fiance have been ttc for about 4 months now. Iv been off my bc pill for 4 months also now. I know its not long at all compared to some ladies & I'm reallly happy for all those bfps but I'm kinda just wishing it was me. Especially hanging out with pregnant friends or friends whose babies are still tiny like 3 months old.. when will it be my turn?!?! :/ I feel like all I do is talk think dream about babies! Trying to stay positive is super hard especially when I don't believe I'm even ovulating. Ehhh. Rant over.