Help cant feel baby anymore with organism

This is kind of embarrassing but I used to cramp and kind of feel my baby when I orgasmed around 6-8 weeks. Now I have done it a few times and haven't gotten that feeling again. Is it because the swelling went down? I am slightly high risk due to previous miscarriages thought to be due to progesterone. I'm super scared now and my next appointment is in 3 weeks. This is the week I lost my first baby. I'm 9 weeks and 4 days