i have postpartum depression, i’ve been diagnosed since 6 weeks pp. i take zoloft and i just feel like it isn’t working.

i have no bond with my baby, i constantly do not want him, i don’t wanna see him. i don’t wanna wake up in the middle of the night. i’m so. done.

i feel trapped. i wanna kill myself because i feel this way i just feel disgusting. what do i do at this point?