Why can't. I be a mommy 😳

Amanda
Been. Having. Symptoms. Of pregnancy. For 3 weeks had to go to er was in really. Bad pain and pregnancy. Test. Was neg we been trying. For15 months. Af isn't. Supposed. To come. Intill the 20th. What. Can i take. To consive. And should. I be taking. Prenatal vitamins. Ps they. Found. A huge. Blatter infection so depressed. Feel worthless. And sad want to cry did i test to early