After 5 years of being in a relationship that brought out the worse in both of us I am finally happy. I started dating a guy that i knew back in high school and we were friends and the moment he found out i was single he asked me on a date. We hit it off instantly. Now a couple of months have gone by and he has been so patient with my emotional constipation, such a good friend, and has showed me a whole new world. I thought relationships were something that kept you caged but in reality that was just a bad one. I have never felt so free even though we are dating. We finally had sex and after being raped in my sleep aNd when i had consensual sex it was painful and made me bleed because my ex never cared how bad he hurt me as long as he got off, i actually enjoyed sex with him. Before i had no idea why everyone liked sex but he is an amazing lover. He is so amazing and i just needed to gush. I can never do it with people in my life because i keep my emotions to myself but i feel safe here because i can add it anonymously. I am so pleased and content with this relationship. If you give the power to someone to make you happy you give them the power to make you miserable. He adds to my happiness. i can tell we are going to do well together he talks about future plans. I act like i dont care or i tell him dont get carried away but secretly i get giddy like a school girl when he talks about future plans or when he says things happen for a reason. I am so lucky he is supportive and attentive and he helps me get over things with my ex. Like there are positions that i use to hate it wasnt intimate at all but he made it. He is amazing and i am so glad our paths crossed again.