Gender disappointment

So just found out that baby #2 is a girl too. My heart sank as soon as I saw the ultrasound. I don’t plan on having more than 2 kids so I guess I will always wonder what it’s like to be a boy mom. Any mom’s who have had gender disappointment have any words of encouragement or experiences that they can share with me. Need some lifting up. I feel like such a horrible person to be feeling this way.

Update : Thank you my wonderful friends for all your words of encouragement. The thing that made the most sense to me was that my princess will have a forever friend. I have two older brothers and I always missed having a sister all my life. Infact as a 32 year old I still sometimes wish that I had a sister. I had a hard time having my first kid and went through some fertility drugs. However, this baby was unplanned and that is why she is more special. What was I thinking 🙄. I feel wayyyy better now!! Thanks again guys 😘🤗