Does leaving your baby ever get easier!?? I’ve been working for 2.5 months and I dread leaving my son every day. I like my job, I just hate leaving him. Sometimes he stays with his dad (who works 4on 4 off) and sometimes he is at the sitter. The fact that they are going to see all of his “firsts” absolutely tears me up. I sit all day and think that he’s gonna love his dad and his sitter more than me. He’s already become extremely attached to his dad, which is so adorable and sweet, but it makes me really jealous that he gets so much time with him. On weekends I just want to spend all of my time with him, but I am consumed by laundry, dishes, cleaning, and dinner, plus any other errands that need to be done while I’m off. In the evening I am home about 5:30-6 and he’s in the bed by 9. With dinner and getting everything packed and ready for the next day, I feel like I’m missing everything.

When does it get easier? Or does that even happen? My heart is breaking