It’s 1:26am in Chicago. I’m sitting on the toilet just thinking. It’s my quiet place. I’m praying to God all the time. I just want to complete my family. Glow gives me hope when I read everyone’s stories. However, I feel down each month when I don’t have a period which means I didn’t ovulate. The doctor put me on provera to make my cycle come on and I’ll be starting my first round of clomid this month. I’m excited but nervous at the same time. Praying and wishing that I get pregnant on the first round. Everyone tells me not to stress it. Easier said then done. I want to wake up and use my first morning urine to see if my rainbow baby is on the way. Pray for me you guys. Please. And I’ll pray for y’all!!!