Sharing again...WTF

I'm just over 4 weeks pregnant and tonight my sister-in-law just told us they are pregnant again. Should be excited right...well this is the second time we will be pregnant at the same time. My son and nephew where due 3 days apart in 2017. They stole all the thunder last pregnancy because she is the baby of the family and lives about an hour away so any family function was 100% doting on her.

I was so excited for this pregnancy and now I'm sitting here bawling my eyes out about having to share everything again. We already had to have a joint baby shower last time and 1st birthday because no one wants to have separate ones. I feel like a horrible person for being so upset.