Any advice?!

So basically.... I met this girl on this app. She’s beautiful, creative and has a perfect body. Her eyes are just so stunning. So I like to role play, in this group chat I said, ‘does anyone wanna rp?’ Then she came along and texted me, we role played for quit a while. More than a week or so. We actually role played recently. The thing was, I kept texting and texting and texting her to text me back, because at the time she was busy. I understood, so I didn’t text her. then I got a text from her back but this time on Snapchat, we continued our role play or what not. But then something happened, not sure if it was just me or not but she kept leaving me on open and to me it felt like I was being desperate and what not. Sooo what happened was, I made a new account on the app (not Snapchat) and I texted her through that fake account I made of my bestfriends pictures. We started talking on there and then started a new role play (she didn’t know it was me). Well I have this thing that i write a lot..... she found out it was me. “Is this ******?” She asked and I said “no whose that?” I felt really bad.... but I really liked this girl. A lot! And I didn’t know what else to do to get her attention.

Any advice??? Does she hate me now????

P.S. I love to write, like a lot, and it helps me express my feelings and take me in another world. And she was the perfect person to role play with. And now idk what she thinks of me ):

- sorry if my grammar is bad, I’m a bit anxious right now.

By the way, I’m bisexual and she’s a lesbian.