Went in for my first actual appointment, couldn't hear the heartbeat with the doppler so my doc pulled out the portable ultrasound machine. I SAW MY LITTLE BABYYYYY!!! Wiggling all over the place. I thanked God out loud and breathed a sigh of relief. SO HAPPY. I have an actual ultrasound scheduled for this Tuesday and another with the maternal fetal health clinic on Oct 1st which is gonna be both a happy and sad day since my husband deploys early that morning :(