It’s been 3 years since I’ve been trying this conceive baby #2. I start my first round of clomid tomorrow and I must say after all this time. Missed diagnosis all the natural herbal things I’ve tried/ having pcos I’ve lost faith. I’m scared to start clomid Tomorrow. If it doesn’t work it mean I won’t ever be able to have kids. If it does work well I highly doubt it. Like why am I even still trying. I know my post isn’t making sense but to be honest right now my mind is a mess. I’ve been crying for the past year. Feeling broken and worthless. Unable to provide my 4 year old son with a sibling or worst my hubby with his first child because he doesn’t have any. His semen analysis cane back perfect. So of course it’s me that’s the problem. With all the pressure from family, friends, and my hubby to have a baby! I’m devastated.