I lost my angel yesterday. I have 3 living children 4, 2.5, and 7 months. This was my first known loss. I am grieving so bad. I never imagined it would happen to me and it was such a surprise. I just don’t understand. I am just praying for peace and comfort but I am still just so lost. And my husband is scheduled to get a vasectomy so this was our last babe. He doesn’t want to try again and I’m just heartbroken. I’m tired of crying and wondering why.

I was bleeding with clots but absolutely no pain or cramping. I had an ultrasound today that confirmed it was gone.