Twins is....


So much extra everything! I'm not normally an emotional person, but since starting this pregnancy I'm super ANGRY/STRESSED/SAD/ANXIOUS/ELATED.

I wasn't morning sick, or a little sick; for 7 weeks I was nauseated 24 hours a day.

I don't sleep (Minus the nearly fainting nap I have every afternoon).

I'm terrified something will happen, far more than I ever was with my first.

I'm a planner, so the ambiguity of twins is hard. No real set due date. Knowing we will need to buy a bigger place and a bigger car.. but not knowing what that looks like.

I've never been happier - or LESS happy. Just not like me and I'm hoping it gets better.