Finally at the point where I’m miserable

I’m 34.2 weeks pregnant, I’ve been tiny my whole pregnancy to where I could easily hide being pregnant but have been in so much pain - especially my hips/back because baby has been so low since 18 weeks. I’ve been peeing myself since 16 weeks.

Over the last two weeks, I’ve popped... and I’m very large for my body (I’m very slender.) it’s too the point where I can barely move due to pain, I can’t breath, she is out of room so in which case means my vagina canal and ribs and bladder are taking a beating. I constantly am peeing myself (even just walking around casually.) I’m having constant contractions, I’m so GRUMPY, I’m sick. I’m barely eating anymore. My cervix is super low too.

I’m grateful my baby is healthy but god I am MISERABLE. this was not an issue with my first, AT ALL. 😫😫🤮

So close but yet feel so far away.

I had my 34 week OB apt today, and found out I’m 1cm dilated already and she is DROPPED low. 🙃