Postpartum depression while pregnant

Almost 5 months ago I was diagnosed with severe postpartum depression, and I am now pregnant with baby #2, (birth control doesn’t always work people!!😂). Hubby is very caring and supportive just wondering if anyone else is going through this as well. During pregnancy #1 I was very hormonal, and pretty much cried everyday, and I’m not feeling so hot already and I’m only 6 weeks. I have been on Zoloft since being diagnosed and i just feel like I should be “fixed” by now and not need medication. 😭😭