So damn anxious - scan today

Pen • 8/17 🌈👧🏼 | 11/19 🌈👦🏼| 👨‍👩‍👧‍👦

I’m 7+1 and I have my first scan today and I’m going to puke and shit myself I’m so fucking anxious. 🤦🏻‍♀️🤦🏻‍♀️ I’m trying to log on to work before I have to leave for my appointment and I can’t focus AT ALL. I almost scheduled this appointment for 2:30pm - that was so stupid! 😂 I’m glad we rescheduled for 8:30am haha I literally cannot wait. Really really hoping we see a healthy little bean and a nice heartbeat. My last ultrasound was in November and we were told our baby had a serious physical deformity that was a sign of a genetic issue, and we ended up terminating. That was at 11 weeks, so I’m not expecting the same level of detail, but I now know what it’s like to get bad news at a scan and I am FREAKED.

Edit : it went fine! My due date was pushed back by 3 days but no big deal. We had a nice little flicker at 127 bpm 🥰 next scan at 11 weeks on 5/13