Struggling
I lost my baby May 2nd of this year. Building myself back up has been a struggle to say the least. I was introduced to a feeling that couldn't be matched by anything else. I felt what it was to be a mom and now I want it so bad it's hard to breathe.
For the past week I have been experiencing nausea, tender breasts, difficulty eating things I used to enjoy, heightened sense of smell, major fatigue, etc. No signs of AF like usual.. Today is 1 day before AF so I decided to take a test. I woke up at 2:15am and could hardly make it to the bathroom I had to go so bad (yet another new frequency).
After what my husband and I have been thru I knew that I couldn't look at the test until he was awake. At 3:00am I finally looked... Nothing. BFN.
I'm trying to hold hope that I just tested too early. Will test again if AF doesn't visit tomorrow. But the pain of seeing a negative is so heavy...
Especially for those who have lost a baby... How have you coped with the pain and disappointment each time you get a BFN? I need support to help me through this.
Please...
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