It's been about three years since we started trying... I wish I could say it gets easier but i think for some it gets harder. I've balled my eyes out on more than one occasion unfortunately. Everytime I see a mom to be, I just imagine how amazing that must be. Or when I start my period it makes me think about it. This has been one of the hardest things I've ever had to deal with.

Sorry for the rambling but I hope you all get your rainbow babies, I know how hard it can be.