The hardest thing is when you try to do everything possible to give your daughter her wish and month and month and year after year you cant give her that wish, the question she asks every single day 'when can I have a brother or sister?' and mummy hasn't got an answer, she even picked names 😍♥️ 3 years and counting and you do this to yourself every cycle and pray to god there's 2 pink lines 😔 here we go at 9 dpo and this is going to be a struggle for the next 6 days untill af.