Ok so long story short I've been trying for 2 years. We've had 2 miscarriages and an ectopic which resulted in me being kept in, removal of one of my tubes and it left me heartbroken. I decided timing wasn't right so I started the pill last September but it caused me to be sore, irregular and overly heavy periods so I stopped it 2 months ago and I found out today 4 days before my period is due I'm pregnant and I'm happy but mostly terrified.. I really want this but what if it happens again? I don't know if I can cope with it again. I've had spotting extremely light pink or brown for 3 days now but it's getting heavier. Is that normal? How do I do this? Anyone else went through anything similar?

Any help or tips is greatly appreciated