Anyone else feel this way before 1st appt?

I've had 2 m/c this year so tomorrow will be the first appointment I've made it to while still pregnant. I feel terrified that they'll say I'm not pregnant, which I realize is irrational since I definitely am lol. Plus, they won't give me a US or check the heartbeat. I just feel so blah about the whole thing and I was so looking forward to this. Anyone else go through this too?