I know we're in the breast is best and beautiful and public etc.

But the whole thing just grosses me out 😔. It never did before I got pregnant, and I still believe in it 1000% but the idea of suckling an infant like an animal freaks me out. So I will try but tbh I probably won't ever do it in public, not because I think it's embarrassing but because I don't want strangers watching (and there are those that watch) I don't want any photos, I feel like desexualizing my boobs is great for feeding my child but I don't want pictures of when I was food. And if it goes well I plan on stopping at 6m, if not I'm only going to "work" at it for a week.