31 weeks and scared

Michelle • Ryland born 11-13-15💙
Long story short my ex fiancé and I broke up when I was 6 weeks pregnant, he hasn't been involved at all and won't due to drug use. 
I realized today I am 8 and a half weeks from my due date and terrified. I don't know if I can do this on my own, I don't have everything I need yet, and I have no idea how I am going to manage being a single mom. I am so scared and I become more fearful and unsure as the days pass by. I couldn't wait to be done, but now that it's so close, I want time to slow down!