So I don't have social media which I don't care too but my boyfriend of 2.5 years does and today I got on my moms phone and went an seen that on Instagram he was following someone that posts half as$ naked photos. So I asked him about it and he flipped out because I took my moms phone and looked... That's what he is mad at... He told me how insecure I was and how I shouldn't be snooping around and if someone should be doing the snooping it should be him and it's like I told him he can have my phone IDC the only thing your gonna find is messages from me and my mom when I'm pissed at him... But anyways he said the woman makes funny videos on youtube and sent me a link I watched and I agreed but what I don't agree with is the Instagram... I told him to just drop it because he wasn't understanding about the situation and he tells me exact words " U have no reason to be. It's not like I'm doing anything I just watch the funny videos. If you don't like that I'm sorry. I haven't done anything." Like I said I'm not mad its just he knows I've been through a lot and I use to be a lot smaller than I am now but I constantly be putting myself down... But I'm feeling more ashamed of myself because that's the type of stuff he's looking at... He's not jacking off to it or anything but I told him you don't have to look at that all you have to do is ask me to take off the piece of clothing of his choice and I will... But does anyone see where I'm coming from... If you went from being 180 lbs to 234 and it's because of birth control but I do a lot to loose weight but it's just not wanting to come off.... In the last week I weighed myself at 238 then 234... Then 235 and now back at 234.... It's not my weight he assured me of that... But okay my question is why is he following someone that posts half ass naked pictures