I just had my 4th and final baby on 4/9. I also have a 10yr old, 7 yr old and 14 month old. I am so incredibly torn between not having enough of myself to give to the two babies. I love them both SO much and I want to give them both all of my cuddles, kisses and love. But I can’t. I constantly feel like my 14 month old isn’t getting enough of my attention. It hurts me to think all the love he was getting just a few days ago, isn’t as available to him. He’s so confused about the new baby. He doesn’t like when I have the baby and go into his room in the morning after he has awoken. It’s almost as if he thinks “oh great, first thing in the morning and she comes in with that!” He isn’t mean to the baby or anything like that. He’s just such a sweet boy and I feel so bad that things are changing against is will. 😭😭😭