So Saturday April 13 I went to the movies with my ex to go see Little. I kissed on the cheek then we started kissing we were cuddling already under a blanket he brought to the movies bc it’s always cold in there. Then we go sit in his car and we’re just kissing again (I really do still love this man) so then he decides to take me to his childhood park just bc we didn’t have anything else to do. It was great we got on the swings this steep ass slide lol. We just stood there and kissed on the play ground. When you have little to no time to see each other you cherish every single moment and that’s how it was that night. We held hands as we walk on the way park path it was like 11pm almost 12am. He told me stories about what him and his friends use to do. What use to be a golf course and the bridge use to have water, where they use to sit. How he use to clean up the park and set up Christmas lights. I didn’t even care that dirt was getting in my sandals. The whole night was perfect even while driving to the park and from the park we would kiss. Then we went to the gas where we got something to drink and some condoms. We went back to his house that he moving out of and just had sex right by the front door on the floor. We haven’t had sex in a while so it was hurting more then usual, he’s just big and I love it. We started on the floor in missionary then into doggy style then me on top, to the wallet then top again until he came. I was take my opportunity to moan as loud as I wanted to with out being worried about other ppl hearing. He told me before that he didn’t like condoms so we never use them but I never used one. so I thought everyone was lying when they say they couldn’t feel anything. It’s true and right after sex I told him he was right. It’s like I knew and felt something there. We just layer on the floor cuddling it was 1:26am and we left his car at the movies and we didn’t want it to get tow so we rushed back to the movies to get it and he had to go home bc he had to be up at 6:30am