31 going on 32 high fsh

My fsh is 17 and my espidrol is 30. Because of this,

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IVF</a> isn't expected to work (only 5% chance) although she said we can try with fertility injections. She said shes afraid I'm going to be entering menopause early and she said she can't figure out why. She said the best bet is donor eggs (60% chance).I have to wait until next year to start donor eggs due to insurance. And I have to wait until Sept to try fertility injections with an

<a href="https://glowing.com/glow-fertility-program">IUI</a>. I thought I was out of my depression. But my period starts in 2 days and suddenly all I can do is cry for I am about to lose more eggs. I feel like a failure to ny husband. And even with him saying I'm not, I can't help but know that I am. I will have an HSG next month to check for suspected endometriosis and see if my tubes are open. I have MANY cysts but my OBGYN said the size under 11 which is when he stay burns it off but he will do it if I want.