twins at 18

i’m 18 and had my daughter at 16.. i love her to death and do everything i can for her . I just found out I’m pregnant with twins. They don’t have the same father. I am still with the twins father, and he is excited. I am excited too, I’m just very nervous and very hormonal. I was supposed to start full-time college in the fall but now with twins I don’t think full time is going to be possible. i’m just feeling down and just need some encouragement.. i don’t believe in abortion and wouldn’t be able to put them up for adoption .. i want to keep them .. 😩