Working mom

You guys... being a working mom is so hard. . I have so much mom guilt over not being home with my baby. I miss him so much through out the day it's insane. Trying to feed him, get myself and him ready in the mornings is so chaotic. Then I work. Get home and it's like a marathon of washing bottles/pumping parts and get everything ready for the next day. I feel like I hardly have any time with my baby. It just feels so monotonous and like I'm missing out on so much of my young baby's life. Not to mention exhausting..

Being a stay at home mom has it's own set of struggles I realize, but I just wish it was an option for me.

Sorry I'm just venting. Hopefully someone understands what I'm feeling.