I've stopped myself from ever really experincing a full-on exploding orgasim from happening numerous times. I want to not do that but allow myself to truly feel it. When I'm becoming aroused, I get so much sensation happening and its almost too overwhelming that I need to push away my husband's hands. Like I can't take anymore, cause there's just so much sensation. Then every time after, I'm like I really need to allow myself to go all the way! How do I stop stopping myself? I'm been working on it but still haven't allowed a true full explosion!!!