So today I went in for an ultrasound and we were initially waiting to find out the gender at birth but I saw the penis and immediately knew I was having my third boy. I am very grateful and feel blessed to have a healthy baby. But I for sure thought I was having a girl. I knew I was finally going to have my daughter. It just feels as though I lost my only daughter. I hope this doesn’t come off as I am not happy. But I did cry and break down about having another boy. Any other boy moms out there know this feeling?