Hi all...need some help & advice really...

Basically my baby is 6.5months old...and my partner is set on having more children...id love to have more children however...

I'm terrified of ever having children again because of the labor it really was the hardest thing I have ever done in my life and the pain is so fresh in my mind it use to haunt my dreams for a while after giving birth...it was like being hit by a bus I couldn't barely stand after my first or even walk...

I don't know if I could ever go through that again...any help advice comments or opinions are welcome