8 month pp....depression?? 😔😭

Is it possible to have PP depression at 8 months?? I find the last month really has been horrible.. i just cant get out of this feeling.. I'll try doing my make up and hair and getting out the house but some days it just doesnt work.. hating how i look when i loved my body because it carried my 2 beautiful boys... and now i hate the body im in... is this pp depression or is it something else? I just dont know what to think and how to feel... i just want to feel like myself again.. be outgoing and fun and love me... ugghh any advice or anyone been through this before?? 😩😩😩