I don’t know who to choose I’m my life

Teana

Some of you have seen my post about my so called boyfriend or whatever he’s 54 I’m 21 so so I’ve been dating him for the last year or so everything has been rocky over the last few months things have just been like outta control and I sent him back to Miami so he can get his self together for the better for both of us when you’re in a long-distance relationship is usually don’t work accusations a lot of trust issues I’ve been through all this it’s annoying and doesn’t work so I want to take a break find myself trying to choose between him should I keep this man who gives me a headache and anxiety and mental issues because I love him or should I stay with what my family says I can’t really decide I’m going to post pictures of everything because last night I found it in me to take a break explaining to you that I was in a depressed state and is not working and he snaps about how I’m not supportive now mind you I have invested thousands of dollars and time and energy into this man I lost my apartment I have lost my relationship with my sister and my niece and pretty much my whole family I just need you ladies help on what to do