MY DAUGHTER SAVED MY LIFE

Golden Marie 🌺 • A hippie at heart.

I was lost. I was suffering with depression and anxiety after going through my divorce. I drank everyday, a functioning alcoholic you could say.

Then I met a man who’s love felt like sunshine. But still... something was missing. She was unplanned & I was so afraid to bring a life into this world. I wasn’t even excited about my pregnant until about 5 months in. I felt her kick; a connection. A sign that she was REAL. Slowly the sadness began to fade and I started decorating and picking out names. Her father and I got married and our passion grew even deeper.

Then it was time. 2 days before my due date she was coming. There were complications and I had to have an emergency c-section. I was so afraid, i just wanted her to be okay. Then I heard, not a cry but a sneeze. That was her first sentiment to the world. She began to cry and I did too. She was the most beautiful baby in the world.

I sit here and I watch her sleep. She saved me from a life of destruction and sadness. Thank you Addison Rose.

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Su

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She's beautiful! Congratulations momma!!!

Br

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She’s beautiful and blessings ya come on many ways .....

An

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Funny how a little life can make such an impact! Congratulations and I'm soooo happy your life has progressed and changed for the better!

Je

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O my goodness! Thats the same name I want! I too am going through massive depression, I'm waiting for my life to turn around, this baby in me will never be loved by me. I love that you have found your happy place. I pray that one day I will too.

Je

Jessica • May 19, 2019
Aww, thank you guys for your support. I was date raped by someone I met on a dating app. I've always wanted my own baby, but this guy was really evil and lied about absolutely everything. I messaged him just to let him know what he did, he told his wife, and now she is threatening me if I don't hand the baby over. While the guy is threatening me and trying to pay me to have an adoration. I have so much hatred and anger for this guy, this situation, and this baby. I don't believe in abortion, and I will not do it. I want the best for this baby, and I think the best will be with a couple who will love it, care for it and be far away from the hands of this evil couple. It needs the best start to life possible, and that's not with me. But I have an obligation to take care it till birth, so I will do my part till the adoptive parents get to take it home.

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Golden Marie 🌺 • Apr 23, 2019
A baby changes everything. & a lot of times you don’t know it until they are born. Feel free to reach out.

An

Annette • Apr 22, 2019
Hopefully that was a typo but if you need anyone to talk to, reach out- we're here for you!

Ja

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I struggle with mental health and I’m scared for the postpartum phase. So glad to hear a positive story!! And she’s beautiful! So happy for you 😍

Ha

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Absolutely beautiful! Congratulations girl!💗