I’m so sad and disappointed.

I just got home after spending 5 days in the hospital monitoring my blood pressure and having the doctors threaten to deliver me early (I’m 34+1). They sent me home two days ago because increase in meds seemed to work. I told them I didn’t want to go home because I knew with my BP pattern I would likely have another spike in blood pressure within the week. Well. Here I am two days home from the hospital it’s back to 148/105. I have a doctors appointment in the morning so unless I spike over 160/110 I will wait until tomorrow. But I wish the doctors would have just listened when I said I didnt want to be sent home!

So tonight I will repack my hospital bag and make sure to take a nice shower....because odds are good that the doctor is going to send me to the hospital after my appointment tomorrow. I’m not trying to assume anything, just trying to mentally prepare myself.

Send me good vibes. We may have a baby here soon.